[ It's not Mayuzumi's fault, it's a long history of no one wanting her until the one person who did only wanted her for her usefulness and made sure she knew her place. Before that, she was homeless. It's difficult for her to conceive of a space as her own so much as someone else's space she wants to remain in. So even if she has stuff that she has in the apartment, in her head, it's still his space and she's lucky to be allowed. Even if she's done a lot of work with other people to try to get past certain other things, that's not something she's ever really voiced before. ]
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[ It's not Mayuzumi's fault, it's a long history of no one wanting her until the one person who did only wanted her for her usefulness and made sure she knew her place. Before that, she was homeless. It's difficult for her to conceive of a space as her own so much as someone else's space she wants to remain in. So even if she has stuff that she has in the apartment, in her head, it's still his space and she's lucky to be allowed. Even if she's done a lot of work with other people to try to get past certain other things, that's not something she's ever really voiced before. ]
It doesn't matter, I'll figure something out.