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DAENERYS "sᴛᴏʀᴍʙᴏʀɴ" TARGARYEN ([personal profile] decisiveconquest) wrote in [community profile] prismatica2020-01-04 12:25 am

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(Sanguis has blessed her and no one can tell her differently. Daenerys is standing before a mirror, running her fingertips over the horns protruding from her head. However those additions do not thrill her as much as the leathery wings on her back.

If her smile makes you feel a bit uncomfortable, that is understandable. The scales on her cheeks and the fact that her blue eyes are anything but human don't help matters, however there is an undefinable quality about her. Perhaps this isn't a blessing after all.)


Am I a monster? (Her hands shake as she presses her talons against her cheeks.) Is this...me? Have I always been this?
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[personal profile] sleepinglotus 2020-01-04 08:40 am (UTC)(link)
[Rabbits are cute at least?]

You don't have to apologize. I was worried about you, though...

[He frowns a little, unsure how helpful he's even being here or can continue to be, as emotions really aren't his forte. He doesn't want to just leave her in that state.]

Do you want to meet up? Maybe it will take your mind off of things...
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[personal profile] sleepinglotus 2020-01-10 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
[He grants her his silence and attention, listening to her closely.

That was some admittedly heavy information but as always he doesn't show any sort of judgement towards her.]


The fact that the cost frightens you is reason enough to not view you as a monster, Daenerys. I have encountered people who have purposely set monsters on students and other innocents, one who killed my teammate without remorse, and her only words to us were dismissive and uncaring of the pain she caused.
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[personal profile] sleepinglotus 2020-01-10 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
[It won't, but Ren still firmly believes all anyone can do is keep moving forward.]

You tried to justify it, and you failed to. You tried not to feel anything and felt everything.

Cinder only ever cared about gaining power and I'm fairly certain if she felt even a twinge a sympathy for anyone she would die from being overwhelmed.

I don't see that in you. At all. I see someone who is remorseful and knows they can't change the past.
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[personal profile] sleepinglotus 2020-01-28 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I find that happens to a lot of people here. Distance can be good for people. It seems to be doing the same for you. I'm glad you're finding peace with that.
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[personal profile] sleepinglotus 2020-02-01 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
I've always been that way, but this place has expanded my understanding of relationships and made me more comfortable with people I don't have a close relationship with.
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[personal profile] sleepinglotus 2020-02-06 08:57 am (UTC)(link)
[He might be blushing a bit.]

I don't know about being a wise man just yet. I've got another month before I'm twenty.
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[personal profile] sleepinglotus 2020-02-06 09:41 am (UTC)(link)
It's eighteen, but I would be a year from graduation and a certified huntsman at twenty one.

I suppose it's more I don't feel like an adult yet.
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[personal profile] sleepinglotus 2020-02-09 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Their task in Remnant was daunting, something that would have anyone else breaking down from stress, and yet for some reason Ren still doesn't feel like an adult.

Maybe it was because they were doing it all without having graduated. Like the title needed to be there for him even though really it probably matters even less now.]


Maybe someday I'll come close to feeling that way as well.