i guess i agree. ive made friendships here i could never make at home. amazing people. some of the best friends ive ever had. not that i had that many at home either... but here it’s different without the fight, youre right. ive been able to just get close to people normally. not on some crazy mission to break their dad out of jail or hunt down the man that killed their mom or something. i made friends that way at home. here it’s just... talking... like normal kids... more or less.
ive always wondered what it’d be like to be normal. but it’s harder in ways I never imagined. my social life is the center of my life here, thats never ever happened to me, it’s not bad at all but it’s kind of boring. i know it sounds crazy but lately, sometimes i miss the chaos of home... i can’t tell if this place is part of my destiny or not since it’ll be erased from my memory someday. but if it is, it’s taken a fucking weird turn.
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ive always wondered what it’d be like to be normal. but it’s harder in ways I never imagined. my social life is the center of my life here, thats never ever happened to me, it’s not bad at all but it’s kind of boring. i know it sounds crazy but lately, sometimes i miss the chaos of home... i can’t tell if this place is part of my destiny or not since it’ll be erased from my memory someday. but if it is, it’s taken a fucking weird turn.