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prismatica2020-10-19 10:30 pm
rediscovering) wrote in prismatica2020-10-19 10:30 pm
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hello. zuko here. a couple things:
1. for some people chroma is really difficult or weird or uncomfortable. a lot of people come from hard worlds, with difficult lives at home that aren't so touchy-feely like this, and it's hard to adjust, especially for new people. on the 20th of every month there's a social support group for anyone touch-averse to avoid the awkwardness, still get chroma, and have a mutual understanding between everyone there.
there's also private talk therapy with a professional doctor available. there will be free food, a raffle for a prize, scary movies, a haunted house, and a bonfire. meet at the community center, runs all evening. you can wear costumes if you want. anyone can come, alone or with a friend, just be respectful of others' space, thats why we're there. easy icebreaker for easy chroma and a way to meet new people and feel some support maybe. contact me or otonashi (un: otoproxy) if you have questions.
apart from that.....
2. i'm looking for people to play some sports from my home, we need at least six more.
one is a team game called kuai ball, which i guess is like volleyball... simple rules, hard game.
the other is a Fire Nation children's game called Hide and Explode, it's a stealth/strategy game, like tag but you hide and make traps around your hiding spot with lots of little bombs, it's fun. i swear it's safe, kids play it (just don't throw the bombs AT people, hurts)
3. oh and i just saw movies for the first time
i watched Kill Will and Mad Matt: Rage Road
amazing
i want to know more about movies
there's no such thing in my world
that's all thanks
1. for some people chroma is really difficult or weird or uncomfortable. a lot of people come from hard worlds, with difficult lives at home that aren't so touchy-feely like this, and it's hard to adjust, especially for new people. on the 20th of every month there's a social support group for anyone touch-averse to avoid the awkwardness, still get chroma, and have a mutual understanding between everyone there.
there's also private talk therapy with a professional doctor available. there will be free food, a raffle for a prize, scary movies, a haunted house, and a bonfire. meet at the community center, runs all evening. you can wear costumes if you want. anyone can come, alone or with a friend, just be respectful of others' space, thats why we're there. easy icebreaker for easy chroma and a way to meet new people and feel some support maybe. contact me or otonashi (un: otoproxy) if you have questions.
apart from that.....
2. i'm looking for people to play some sports from my home, we need at least six more.
one is a team game called kuai ball, which i guess is like volleyball... simple rules, hard game.
the other is a Fire Nation children's game called Hide and Explode, it's a stealth/strategy game, like tag but you hide and make traps around your hiding spot with lots of little bombs, it's fun. i swear it's safe, kids play it (just don't throw the bombs AT people, hurts)
3. oh and i just saw movies for the first time
i watched Kill Will and Mad Matt: Rage Road
amazing
i want to know more about movies
there's no such thing in my world
that's all thanks
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i'm happy to spend more time with my friends though. and learn more about the world.
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ive always wondered what it’d be like to be normal. but it’s harder in ways I never imagined. my social life is the center of my life here, thats never ever happened to me, it’s not bad at all but it’s kind of boring. i know it sounds crazy but lately, sometimes i miss the chaos of home... i can’t tell if this place is part of my destiny or not since it’ll be erased from my memory someday. but if it is, it’s taken a fucking weird turn.
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i'm used to fighting every day too. i don't know anything about being normal though. this is my first time actually getting to participate in it. i used to think i couldn't.
why weren't you normal before/ were you something else/
[ Like him? ]
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i wasn’t normal cuz i spent a lot of my life isolated i guess... for years my only friend was my uncle and hes an old man! theres a lot of reasons i wasnt normal. intense family. important mission. crucial role. i dont have those pressures here. but i don’t feel normal compared to my friends here either. like im just playing at being this impossible person here. i wanna wipe the slate clean though. i can’t rewrite my destiny. but maybe I can reinvent myself and shed that life for a while. but that’s proven hard to do too..... cant shed memories after all.
why werent you normal??
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[ Well, he can relate to a lot of that. Especially the important mission and crucial role part. Though he doubts most people would be familiar with being the missing half of someone else. ]
i think it takes a while to feel like yourself when you're not sure who you are
what's an uncle/
[ Does that give any hint as to why he's not normal? ]
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i missed my uncle more than anyone and wished he was here though and now he is!!!
an uncle is your father’s brother or your mother’s brother. or your aunt’s husband. i dont have any aunts (an aunt is your mother’s sister or your father’s sister, or an uncle’s wife) and i have only one uncle. he’s my dads older brother. but he was more like a dad to me than my own father was.
do you have family....?
youre right about feeling like yourself or not...... or knowing yourself or not.... i don’t know if i do anymore. this place changes people. dont you think??
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i have my friends. they're like family, i guess.
we only just found each other again before coming here. you're lucky that you were able to see your uncle again.
it changes everyone differently, i think. it's given me the chance to try a lot of new things. and learn more about the different things that matter to people.
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uncle and i had also been separated before i came here. but i reunited with him right before coming here, too. very lucky to be back together again here. my sister is here too..
what have you learned matters to other people..?? does it matter to you now too?
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what's it like to have a sister/
people care about things like fashion, dating, birthdays, holidays, sex, kissing, ages and asking random people for advice. i guess a few of those matter more now.
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do you come from a world where people don’t care about those things...? you say it like it’s new to you. what do people in your world care about?
these things are all very different here but even in my world these are things most people care about.
i dont really care about most of those things honestly. although i have asked random people for advice on this network.... i felt crazy doing it but in the end he was helpful. i had a girlfriend at home too but not cuz I cared about dating or sex or kissing or whatever in general, just cuz i cared about her. i dont get this place for that reason.. difficult.
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people probably care about them where i am now. i just never had to before. they weren't important.
[ They weren't mission-relevant. So nobody bothered to explain them to him. ]
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those things were never relevant for me either. fashion doesn’t matter for fighting.
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having the right kind of clothes can make it easier to move though. i'm used to fighting in a heavy coat.
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why? its cold where you’re from? its hot where I’m from. we wear clothes that are good for battle with fire.
but the look doesn’t matter to me. or didn’t there at least. kind of matters more here.
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[ Maybe it's best to leave it at that for now... ]
it wasn't really about the weather. the coats helped us get around without getting overwhelmed by the darkness. there's no much to them though. it's nice to have some variety.
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[ He sure was. First assumption. No judgment. ]
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we weren't thieves.
[ Not so sure about criminals since what the Organization did would be something that would likely get you jailed in this place. ]
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explain.
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i don't like talking about the other stuff over the network.
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I don’t care about the thieve part. life happens.
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[ Like his dad. Or Admiral Zhao. Maybe even his sister... ]
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