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prismatica2020-10-19 10:30 pm
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hello. zuko here. a couple things:
1. for some people chroma is really difficult or weird or uncomfortable. a lot of people come from hard worlds, with difficult lives at home that aren't so touchy-feely like this, and it's hard to adjust, especially for new people. on the 20th of every month there's a social support group for anyone touch-averse to avoid the awkwardness, still get chroma, and have a mutual understanding between everyone there.
there's also private talk therapy with a professional doctor available. there will be free food, a raffle for a prize, scary movies, a haunted house, and a bonfire. meet at the community center, runs all evening. you can wear costumes if you want. anyone can come, alone or with a friend, just be respectful of others' space, thats why we're there. easy icebreaker for easy chroma and a way to meet new people and feel some support maybe. contact me or otonashi (un: otoproxy) if you have questions.
apart from that.....
2. i'm looking for people to play some sports from my home, we need at least six more.
one is a team game called kuai ball, which i guess is like volleyball... simple rules, hard game.
the other is a Fire Nation children's game called Hide and Explode, it's a stealth/strategy game, like tag but you hide and make traps around your hiding spot with lots of little bombs, it's fun. i swear it's safe, kids play it (just don't throw the bombs AT people, hurts)
3. oh and i just saw movies for the first time
i watched Kill Will and Mad Matt: Rage Road
amazing
i want to know more about movies
there's no such thing in my world
that's all thanks
1. for some people chroma is really difficult or weird or uncomfortable. a lot of people come from hard worlds, with difficult lives at home that aren't so touchy-feely like this, and it's hard to adjust, especially for new people. on the 20th of every month there's a social support group for anyone touch-averse to avoid the awkwardness, still get chroma, and have a mutual understanding between everyone there.
there's also private talk therapy with a professional doctor available. there will be free food, a raffle for a prize, scary movies, a haunted house, and a bonfire. meet at the community center, runs all evening. you can wear costumes if you want. anyone can come, alone or with a friend, just be respectful of others' space, thats why we're there. easy icebreaker for easy chroma and a way to meet new people and feel some support maybe. contact me or otonashi (un: otoproxy) if you have questions.
apart from that.....
2. i'm looking for people to play some sports from my home, we need at least six more.
one is a team game called kuai ball, which i guess is like volleyball... simple rules, hard game.
the other is a Fire Nation children's game called Hide and Explode, it's a stealth/strategy game, like tag but you hide and make traps around your hiding spot with lots of little bombs, it's fun. i swear it's safe, kids play it (just don't throw the bombs AT people, hurts)
3. oh and i just saw movies for the first time
i watched Kill Will and Mad Matt: Rage Road
amazing
i want to know more about movies
there's no such thing in my world
that's all thanks
text; un: laurea
1. Is it okay for people who are not touch-averse to attend the social? Obviously while respecting everyone's space. (Also, may I ask what exactly therapy is? This is the second time I'm hearing about it recently.)
2. Physical feats are not exactly my forte, but I am willing to try; the games sound like fun! Is it allowed to use magic?
3. You know, we also did not have them in my world when I first came here, but in the intervening years while I was back there, they were suddenly developed. They aren't yet as sophisticated as the ones here, of course. The ones here are amazing, aren't they? I saw one recently called The World Prior to Chronology, and I cried so much that I became dehydrated! Some other ones I like are The Prince Groom, Sanguizilla vs Cordithra, and Space Battles.
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1. yes come
and i don't know i'm going to find out too
you talk to a doctor about your mental state and history and he figures out if you have a medical condition in your brain or something i guess and he helps somehow?? or just listens to people complain and gives advice, i guess. but it seemed like a good idea for the group...
2. no magic, not fair. non-benders can play this game at home, same should apply here. just bombs. there are bombs that cover the seeker/whoever set them off in black soot so we know they're tagged out. gokudera's making the bombs. if you have smoke bombs or something else that explodes safely, go for it, but no unfair magical advantages, it's strategy only
3. you cried????? why?!
what is sanguizilla....??? weird word. it has to do with sanguis? i'm sanguis.
space battles sounds cool, i would watch that just from the name
no prince groom i don't care about weddings or prince stuff anymore
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2. Oh, the bomb one is fine! It's the volleyball one I expect to find difficult without magic. (I think I had begun to gain some muscle tone from ice skating and things when I was here before, but of course I didn't retain it... and my duties at home involve little in the way of aerobic exercise)
3. It was extremely moving!!! Tinytoes felt so alone after he lost his mother, and he and his friends had to try so hard to finally make it to safety in the Grand Vale!! I cannot think of anyone who would not have wept at the sight.
Sanguizilla is an immensely destructive yet noble beast who wields the power of the red moon to alternately protect and demolish the world. Cordithra is a divine and benevolent creature with mighty wings and beam attacks powered by the blue moon! She and Sanguizilla fought bitterly but eventually joined forces to save the world from a monster that came out of a big meteor or something. (By the way, I am Cordis!) Apparently they meet up with the courageous purple moon guardian, Gamiris, in a sequel, but I haven't seen that one.
Well, The Prince Groom is not particularly about princes or weddings, despite the name... though it does feature a modest amount of kissing. But now I am curious: Do you really plan to permanently stop caring about prince stuff?
(Oh by the way I was only joking about Sphintus's brain. I suppose it is too unkind to make fun of him when he is not here to defend himself)
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......but on the other hand where's the fun in that, i want to win, ha
me and my sister never lose, our team will win. if something catches on fire in the process....... oh well.
besides, i've played kuai ball in the fire nation...
i want to play kuai ball here
there are so many combatants and fighters with crazy talents and different magic than in my world, people who will really bring the game
it'll be fun to have a challenge instead of me and my sister just annihilating the other team every time.
i mean, a challenge before annihilating them still. but for fun. :)
3. Tinytoes.......?? dumb name. how did he lose his mom though....?
the sanguizilla movie sounds cool, i want to see this
no on the kissing movie
and yes i dont care about prince stuff because i'm not a little boy dreaming about prince stuff and kissing princesses and whatever that movie is about, it sounds childish
if it's got depth and kissing royalty, that's different, because the drama. but that kind of play usually has a better title than "the prince groom" in that case. it'd have to be profound somehow, i don't know........
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Sadly, she isn't here, so she and I cannot team up to annihilate you and your sister! :) But I shall do my best on her behalf.
3. She saved him from the fearsome Keenfang but was mortally wounded in the process. It was heart-rending!! And Tinytoes would probably think you are the one with a dumb name.
Shall we watch them, then—the Sanguizilla movies, and Space Battles? We can "Moonflix and chill"! (Or perhaps not, since I seem to recall that meant something other than simply chilling out with Moonflix.)
You are really making a lot of assumptions about the Prince Groom. It's very adventurous and dramatic! You ought to give things a chance before deciding they are childish or unworthy of your attention!
these land before time puns are killing me, jsyk, i love this lmao
3. ok we'll do that
let me know when
i have only daytime shifts this week, nights are all free
even if prince groom is better than it sounds, i wanna make sure i'm watching all the best movies first, right?? is that one of the best??
i cannot be stopped
By the way, Marga is also both older and younger, but she always has been! She is nine now!
3. Let's do it tonight! Or tomorrow or the day after. We can pop corn!! (Do they have corn in your world?? We don't in mine.)
I have no idea what the best movies are, but I have heard that The Prince Groom has some kind of niche religious following, which is certainly impressive in its own way
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uncle iroh and azula don't get along. me and azula didn't get along either but now we... kind of are... because there's no reason to fight here. in the future, it seems we're peaceful?? she didnt want to attack me on sight; but last time i saw her at home, that wasn't the case. i don't know what to make of it. i guess it kind of bothers me she won't even tell me how much older than me she is now but i guess it's not really relevant..... it's all irrelevant. no power to fight for; nothing to lose or gain. and we forget everything when we go back anyway... it's a blank slate.
i know it's not like we're going to be friends but...... we talk now? she's dating one of my friends too..... and living with him, but i used to go over there a lot.... she texts me....still teases me like always, but... it's not been so friendly since we were little kids. maybe not even then. i don't know. we both don't know what to do with each other here. that we've admitted that to each other at all is... a lot. For us.
3. tonight is fine
i don't know but i'll try it
is it spicy?? do you like spicy stuff??
i'm not religious, let's stick to space battles or sanguizilla, whichever sounds cool
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That makes sense about you and Azula, even though it's very complicated! Even the bitterest of enemies are usually divided only by circumstance and irreconcilable goals. Remove the circumstances and make the goals unachievable, and, well... any kind of relationship might be possible. It's too bad you won't be able to carry any new or strengthened bonds back with you, but the total separation between this world and that one is its own kind of blessing, too.
I take it that part of the reason you two would not normally be getting along is the fact that you've defected from the Fire Nation and are presumably on opposing sides of the war. Is there any more to it than that, though? (Only if you feel like discussing the matter, of course.)
3. I love spicy stuff!!! But I don't like hard/pointy stuff.
Corn is a type of vegetable that grows on stalks like wheat, but is much more enormous. When it's popped, it turns fluffy! It has a fairly mild flavor, so it's delicious no matter what kind of seasonings you add. We can add red pepper or chili powder!
(Unless you asked whether I like spicy stuff because you don't like it, in which case we can add salt or cinnamon sugar)
Let us have a Space Battles marathon!! There are quite a few movies in the series, but as far as I know, you can watch them in any order. Ah and if you like, we can moonlace at the same time! For example, by sitting so that our outside pinky fingers are touching.
private; changed to private way after sending it, on a paranoid whim azula might see. which she did.
you’re right about not having opposing goals or alliances anymore. i don’t even know if I’d say we were enemies even though she was trying to kill me sometimes..... there were plenty of chances in battle where she could have and didn’t..... in hindsight. but even as kids there was tension. father favored Azula because she’s a genius, and she thinks mother favored me.... she thinks mother thought she was a monster. But Father says Azula was born lucky and I was lucky to be born. we aren’t enemies, just.... siblings..... with a strange family. strange stories. but now it’s not relevant here, in my eyes. I shed a lot of my past willingly, both at home and here. a new lease on life. on this planet.... I don’t know, things are different. but not knowing what happened in however many years ahead of me she is that made her not attack me here.... I wish I knew what changed between us for the better. I know my group’s side won the war. But I don’t know what happened after that. Uncle is from only a few days after me, it sounds like. so only Azula knows why we are peaceful now. that’s what bothers me about the time difference i guess cuz i dont want to fight here and theres no reason to avoid each other. but what is left in that void?? what bond except blood? I guess it’s a turning over a new leaf between us too and its weird to try and make sense of it. especially now that she lives with gokudera and yamamoto..... she’s dating Yamamoto... kinda weird.
3. I like spicy. space battles sounds good. .....and moonlacing... thanks.....
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Speaking of monstrousness... It must have been difficult for both you and Azula to grow up that way. Whether or not her perceptions about your mother are accurate, the fact that she believes them means the effect is the same. And I wonder... Do you think the fact that you've chosen to shed your past and birthright feels
well
personal to her? As though you wanted to shed her, too?
Without those bonds, of course, it might well be that there is no reason for any relationship to exist between you. Nor is there any reason for one not to exist. But trying to pretend you're two completely unrelated people without any of that history is obviously pointless...
Ah, well, I am not sure what I really mean to say. Mainly, I think it is only natural that things feel very odd, and there's probably no need to worry too much or try to rush yourself into feeling totally satisfied and peaceful about it.
But indeed, how interesting that she should end up dating/cohabitating with two of your dear friends, out of all the people here! Did one of you introduce the other, or was it an amazing coincidence?
3. Wonderful!! I will make everything ready to receive you tonight, unless you would prefer I visit your home. (Perhaps you can meet my cat, or my roommates!)
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what your're saying makes sense though. i guess i've never thought about it like that... that azula thinks that because i want to start a new life here, i wanted to erase her too.
i hadn't
for the record.
there's a lot from home i'd rather not tell the whole truth on, but it was never my intention to pretend like i'm an only child or something. i never lied about not having a sister. i even told my roommate kaoru about her the first conversation i had with him!! his brother hikaru knows all about her too! i dont hate azula. it's just... complicated.
i dont know. i dont know whats supposed to happen or what i want or how i feel..... there's no reason for us to be enemies and no reason for us to be friends. just.... brother and sister.... but i guess we have to redefine what that means here. we don't talk like that though. long heart-to-hearts. even when things used to be okay — we still had our parents' love to fight over. attention. talent. now it's just... whatever we want from each other, i guess.
i didn't introduce them, but i'm not sure if it's coincidence, either...... i think just destiny probably.
3. ok. i'll come to you.