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I'm sick of trying to feel better about everything and being kind and showing everyone oh look moonblessed are harmless teehee let's just

be angry

anon is fine

come tell me who or what makes you angry, get it out there

[ Emerald is not anon, but she doesn't mind if any characters are. Unless otherwise stated, please assume she is not responding anonymously. She doesn't know how to cope with feelings of loss, so this is the best and most productive thing she could think of to try to get it out without wanting to punch everyone she speaks to in the face like she has for the past couple of weeks. So please, vent with her and be angry. ]

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The more time I spend listening to your problems the less I have to focus on mine. Go right ahead with that.

Unfortunately, I too find it irritating that the locals fawned over us when we were considered a convenience and resource, only to grow resentful when came the possibility that we might be anything else.

It isn't unexpected, but it's troublesome to restrain oneself in the face of it.

well yeah
if they didn't treat us like we're made of gold the second we got here someone would've started a revolution by now
it's not like we weren't kidnapped and used as a resource without our consent
personally i kind of hope someone steps up to fight about it

Some of us are rather powerful by this world's standards... And yet it's likewise the case that they are capable of robbing us of that strength. That may be why none have yet railed against our indefinite stay.

Though unsurprising, it remains pointedly suspicious that not once have we heard mention of any progress in returning us to where we belong.

long way to say people are cowards.

i don't want to go home, i want to go to japan with seijuro and chihiro. they need to figure out how to send us where we want to go, not just back where we came from.

Perhaps so. For my part, my own destruction is less a concern than the danger I could put others in.

There was someone I wished to bring back to my realm as well... But he has already vanished from this place. I do think it would be better, if we were allowed to choose.

What's that supposed to mean?

Sorry.
This place is so
ugh.
do you ever just want to punch whoever's in charge in the face so hard they pass out?
i could do a lot worse than that

I'm extremely difficult to destroy by design. There are times that I fear for those who were not made thus, though I suppose that is not new.

[ He avoids the use of the word mortals, recalling her distaste for it. And with magic-neutralizing technology, who knows, he might be less durable than he should be. ]

I might prefer to rain light on them, but I suspect the sentiment is the same. We're given so little by way of answers in this realm, and I have no patience for it.

So basically you're worried about hurting someone because it's an unfair fight. That's so cute.

[ He's such a good boy... Emerald wishes she could care about strangers that much. ]

Yeah. Honestly, if one thing came out making this post it's that there are a lot more people frustrated with this than are willing to admit normally, even if there's still no one willing to do anything about it.

I wonder... I was first the Primarch of Vengeance before anything else. My concern is more for the retaliation my actions might bring upon others called moonblessed.

[ He can't say he's the kind of person who cares too heavily about unfair fights, if he feels someone deserves retribution. If it was a battle over the best coffee, sure, he wants his skills to prevail then, but... ]

It doesn't surprise me that others find our circumstances vexing. It would help if we better understood this world, but we've been provided such limited information.

The what of Vengeance?
I doubt anything you could do specifically that would cause that.
They seem more intent on being mad at us over the actions of their own cults than the actual crap they should be mad at us over, like taking advantage of free housing, employment opportunities, and basically getting paid to exist while their people can't even produce the thing we're getting worshipped over.
There's something like super messed up here tbh which is probably why no one's telling us anything.

Primarchs are a higher echelon of archangel, if that term is familiar to you. We are very few in number.

It's for those reasons that I suspect it to be very possible that, at some time, we will not be treated as people. We already exist as a commodity, but for how long will they consider it practical to allow us free agency?

Not really. Our world has monsters and magic maidens and dragons and so on.

What, you think they'll end up putting us in stables and making us moonlace like farm animals?

[ She's sure that's someone's kink somewhere but it sure isn't hers. ]

It would be to their benefit to control us, at the very least.

And now that they've elected to deem us troublesome for something we had no way of knowing about, I've no doubt some have considered it.

[ Not that he wouldn't fight it tooth and nail if it did ever come to pass. ]

They're going to see just how troublesome we can be if they try it.

Indeed. I've no intention of letting any among our number be treated as tools.

It sounds like you probably don't need back-up but
Don't go off on your own if something like that happens.

[ Emerald likes him enough to not want him to go off on his own even if he's a primarch or whatever. ]

I'm quite difficult to destroy, so I would be suited to it... But I am aware I would aggravate others were I to go alone.

[ Well, he almost got it. Almost. ]

There's a huge gray area between "Fine" and "Destroyed" that it's probably good to avoid, you know.

[ One that Emerald is good for avoiding. ]

I'm capable of regeneration, so perhaps that gray area isn't so vast for me.

[ Watch him try to rationalize because can he even avoid it, is he capable of that kind of sensible behavior... ]

Emotional support then nerd
I'm trying to show concern, jackass

You come up with some curious nicknames.

[ That's how he's interpreting calling him whatever a "jackass" even is. ]

In any case, you needn't worry about me.

[ She has half a mind to correct him that she's name-calling not nicknaming, but there is the potential for him to tell someone else that his nickname is jackass at some point, and that will make it worth it. ]

Doesn't matter if I need to or not. Worrying isn't a bad thing.

[ He will at least ask someone what it is, and considering his stiff manner of speech, she'll at least have gotten him to unwittingly cuss. ]

Does it not have the potential to weigh heavily upon someone?

[ She can be satisfied with that. ]

Worrying is what happens when you care about something.
It's impossible not to when you care, even if it weighs on you, but it's way better than not caring.

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