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Emerald Sustrai ([personal profile] unhappy) wrote in [community profile] prismatica2020-05-18 02:15 am

text; un: ems

I'm sick of trying to feel better about everything and being kind and showing everyone oh look moonblessed are harmless teehee let's just

be angry

anon is fine

come tell me who or what makes you angry, get it out there


[ Emerald is not anon, but she doesn't mind if any characters are. Unless otherwise stated, please assume she is not responding anonymously. She doesn't know how to cope with feelings of loss, so this is the best and most productive thing she could think of to try to get it out without wanting to punch everyone she speaks to in the face like she has for the past couple of weeks. So please, vent with her and be angry. ]
burningfree: (Lio16)

[personal profile] burningfree 2020-05-31 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
I'll be right back.

[True to his word, Lio only spent five to ten minutes down the road, shopping at the nearest convenience corner shop, coming back with an armful of charcoal, and a shopping bag with like four bottles of lighter fluid. They were lucky it was barbeque season.]

Here. This should be more than enough. Not sure if anything will explode, unless you want me to grab some propane, but it's probably not a good idea if we're trying not to get caught.
burningfree: (Lio23)

[personal profile] burningfree 2020-06-05 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
[Better than nothing, right? Probably. Hopefully.

Lio wasn't going to question it.

Instead he was going to start grabbing more scrap to throw in, gathering it together for Emerald to start dousing as well.]


Should we try to keep it in the drum? Safer, maybe. Not as satisfying, but safer.

[God he hoped Galo didn't find out about this somehow.]
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[personal profile] burningfree 2020-06-05 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[Fireball basketball? That actually was pretty satisfying, to see the flames jump up in the air in excitement at the fuel soaked piece of trash.

Lio followed Emerald's lead, wadding up some newspaper that he'd coated in the stuff, and tossing it high into the air, watching it arc into the drum. The flames jumped once more, licking upwards happily at the fuel.

Lio should have found himself smiling. Instead he was frowning, gritting his teeth.]


... Let's make it a competition. Whoever can get the flame to jump highest is the winner.
burningfree: (Lio57)

[personal profile] burningfree 2020-06-09 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
[Lio watched her, curiously, before realizing she was planning to chuck the whole bottle in. His eyes grew wide and he reached out to her - ]

Wait, I don't think you should -

[And into the fire it went, Lio's mouth a bit agape as he grabbed Emerald by the arm to drag her even further back. And, roughly twenty seconds later, it did indeed explode - loud and high and spraying flaming debris all across the alley.]

Fuck!

[Lio went to grab a nearby bucket of water he'd set aside just in case, dousing the worst of the flames, while working to stomp on some of the other embers with his thick soled boots.]

Fine, you win! This was a stupid idea!
burningfree: (Lio46)

[personal profile] burningfree 2020-06-09 05:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Probably because I'm a depressing person. [He said in irritation - though he was really irritated with himself more than anything. Obviously this fire wasn't the worst he'd seen, it was barely a spark compared to the worst fire he'd ever single-handedly been responsible for, but he was keenly aware that he wasn't immune to being burnt alive any longer.

And the guilt at causing a fire hazard while dating a firefighter was starting to really eat at him. The explosion had just been a really hard kick to his conscience.

He let out an exasperated sigh.]


I hope you got something out of this. I didn't. Sorry I dragged you out here, Emerald.
burningfree: (Lio33)

[personal profile] burningfree 2020-06-11 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[Lio couldn't help the little breath of a laugh that had escaped him at her 'happy people' comment. Lio didn't necessarily feel the same way, but he could certainly relate.

He beat one more of the smoldering fires with his own jacket. The thing was probably better suited to the job anyway, being made of some pretty advanced fireproof material.]


Sorry, to bring back bad memories. I grew up homeless, too, and on the run.

[Lio snatched his jacket back up, brushing the soot off the interior.]

I mostly lived out in the desert, though. Less cops out there trying to hunt us. We only ever stopped by towns to steal supplies, so I didn't make the connection between a trash fire in an alley and homelessness.
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[personal profile] burningfree 2020-06-11 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[The situation Lio had found himself in had been all too common in his world, though he was always unhappy to hear that similar problems had plagued people of other worlds as well. He leaned against the stone of one of the buildings, folding his arms across his chest.]

We burnish were the ones seen as the monsters. I know a great deal that tried to hide what they were after they awakened, go about their normal lives keeping their powers a secret, but one way or another they were always caught.

Our bodies would run internal temperatures over 500 degrees Farenheit, so any simple heat tracking equipment would out us... Not to mention the urge to burn would sometimes overwhelm people to the point of resulting in literal explosions. It just wasn't option for us to hide in plain sight.

[He fiddled with the earring on his left ear as memories flooded his mind.]

So... I can't say I have any experience in fencing, for that reason. Most of the time we could only steal necessities - food, clothing, equipment, vehicles. Things we could take back to our camps. There were a lot of years where I did it alone. Well, alone except for my 'spooky kid ghosts'.
burningfree: (Lio35)

[personal profile] burningfree 2020-06-12 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
Sure seems that way.

[Lio furrowed a brow at her curiously when she admitted the existence of her powers, almost not sure what to make of them. Making a person hallucinate seemed like a... well, useful skill. Maybe not even something that necessarily had solely malicious applications, either.]

... I'm almost curious to experience that myself - not that I'd ask you to spend the Chroma just to sate my curiosity. But being able to convey something to someone just using your mind... I'm sure a lot of artists would kill for that kind of power. Was it something you were born with?
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[personal profile] burningfree 2020-06-13 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
I'd be more interested in seeing things you'd want to show me - things like your own world or experiences, or the people you care about.

[Lio listened, as she explained. He'd said more than enough about himself and his own world, he absolutely didn't mind hearing about hers in return. If anything, hearing about other worlds so insanely different from his own fascinated him. He thought he would have stopped being so surprised by now, but it seemed like people never failed to impress him with their stories.]

That's amazing. I awoke to my abilities, too - we burnish weren't born being able to synchronize with the Promare, even though it was labeled a mutation for a really long time. It's just that some humans were more susceptible to it at differing points in their lives. For me, I awoke when I was a child. For many others, they were adults with completely normal lives before they awoke.

I don't know if there was any rhyme or reason to it... the research was kept hidden by the government, and the one researcher that had done the most work on our behalf was murdered. So I'm no stranger to having to figure this stuff out through anecdotes.
burningfree: (Lio43)

[personal profile] burningfree 2020-06-15 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Lio whirled around when he heard his own voice, seeing... himself. Wow, that was a bit disorienting. He held up his hands in a gesture of peace as he turned back to Emerald.]

Sorry, I didn't mean to pry. I just didn't want you to think I was asking you to do something with your powers for my sake - I wouldn't ask you something selfish like showing me my own fantasies. That's really incredible, though.

[He turned back to his clone, reaching out to touch it, to see if it would even feel solid or if it really was just a hallucination.]

You get the feeling this world is the same way? That there's something they're not telling us?
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[personal profile] burningfree 2020-06-16 06:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I was the villain in my world too.

[Being the leader of what was labeled a terrorist group would get you pegged with that label pretty hard. There were still people in Lio's world that believed he ought to be behind bars right alongside the person who actually did the most harm and damage, despite Lio's efforts literally saving the planet from complete destruction. Ignorant minds just weren't so easy to change.

He nodded to Emerald's assessment.]


I don't trust them either. I'm concerned with how they're handling their energy shortages too. They have mass incarceration of their own people happening right below our feet. [Lio stomped on the ground a few times to emphasize that the Lightless was literally just beneath them.] And from everything I've heard, resources to the Lightless are purposefully limited to the bare minimum, and it's made impossibly difficult to get out once you're down there. I'm hoping I can do something about it.
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[personal profile] burningfree 2020-06-19 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
I told you I was an arsonist, didn't I? My resistance group regularly attacked the city of Promepolis and its surrounding towns. We never killed people, but we burned a lot of buildings. I also once went berserk and attacked the entire city on my own - no coordinated attack, just ruthless burning, indiscriminately. I still don't know how many innocent people I hurt or killed in that attack.

[And the guilt about it was going to eat at him for a long, long time, even if his rage had been more than justified.]

What I did was by no means legal, or 'good', even if it was the righteous thing to do. Most criminals do what they do as a means of survival, because they have no other option, even if there are those in gangs or syndicates that are willing to exploit them for this reason. Which is why I'm so concerned about this criminal population in Lunatia...

[Lio pushed himself off the edge of the wall, and to the edge of the alley, looking out onto the street. From here, even across town, he could make out the tall edge of the lookout posted by the entrance to the Lightless. He made a sweeping gesture towards it.]

The criminal underworld here is a problem, and it's not contained to the Lightless. It's leaking into the rest of the city, and they're growing ever bigger because the Moon Knights are creating a situation that necessitates their existence in the first place. So the first step is to get into the Lightless. Find out just how bad the situation is down there, see what's being done to the people the Moon Knights are so hellbent on keeping locked away from the rest of us. I'm attempting a legal avenue of getting down there right now, since it's more convenient than the illegal avenues, but if worse comes to worse I'm not afraid of getting arrested.

Depending on what I find, I'll go from there. But if I'm going to be here for a long time, the long term goal is for there to not be a Lightless anymore.
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[personal profile] burningfree 2020-06-20 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
[Lio shrugged in response to her teasing about the fire.]

I wouldn't care so much, but these fires don't listen to me. They'll hurt others whether I want them to or not... and I'd rather not upset my firefighter boyfriend if I can help it.

[He scoffed a bit at her comment about being a hero, a little sarcastic smirk on his own face, but his features softened as she continued.

He... hadn't expected an offer like that. Maybe he should have, given the two were way more similar than they were different. Emerald certainly understood his perspective on a level that Lio couldn't say many others ever would. And the natural leader in him wants to rope her into his cause, even if he didn't have a formal following any longer.]


... I appreciate it, honestly. Even when I was back home, I knew I couldn't make a difference on my own, no matter how strong I was. It's why I sought out Mad Burnish, and offered them a tangible goal to follow: build our own society, away from the world that had turned its back on us, and bring down anyone who would stand in our way.

I never actually meant to become their leader, but their two strongest members saw what I had to offer and put their faith in me. I still don't know if they were right to do it... I made a lot of mistakes that cost a lot of lives, that nearly cost them theirs... but I don't regret at least trying to make a difference.

[And he sighed as he looked away from the building, to the actual surrounding streets. Some graffiti littered the walls here, though not nearly to the extent that it did closer to the Lightless itself.]

Give me a month and a half. If I'm not any closer to gaining access by the end of June, I'll contact you. And Emerald, from one villain to another... thanks, sincerely, for all of this.

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