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Emerald Sustrai ([personal profile] unhappy) wrote in [community profile] prismatica2020-05-18 02:15 am
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I'm sick of trying to feel better about everything and being kind and showing everyone oh look moonblessed are harmless teehee let's just

be angry

anon is fine

come tell me who or what makes you angry, get it out there

[ Emerald is not anon, but she doesn't mind if any characters are. Unless otherwise stated, please assume she is not responding anonymously. She doesn't know how to cope with feelings of loss, so this is the best and most productive thing she could think of to try to get it out without wanting to punch everyone she speaks to in the face like she has for the past couple of weeks. So please, vent with her and be angry. ]
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[personal profile] unhappy 2020-06-11 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
The one with the weird basketball players that are way too intense about anything. That's where Seijuro and Chihiro are from.
Seijuro was sent home, so it may be the only way I'll see him again.
bratworth: (think ♞ if you ever feel neglected)

[personal profile] bratworth 2020-06-13 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
I see. He was important to you, this Seijuro?
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[personal profile] unhappy 2020-06-13 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I love him. He is important to me.
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[personal profile] bratworth 2020-06-14 11:43 am (UTC)(link)
( Oh. Well, then. He can't claim to know how that feels like, but he can at least try to find the right words to say in this situation. )

I hope you see him again one day.

( He's surprised to realize that he means it. )
unhappy: (And then she did indeed suck it.)

[personal profile] unhappy 2020-06-15 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
My whole life has taught me hope isn't worth much.
(getting pissed with other people doesn't seem to be any more helpful though)
bratworth: (hesitant ♞ when you can feel)

[personal profile] bratworth 2020-06-20 12:01 pm (UTC)(link)
That's fair.

If there were some way to work towards seeing him again, I would encourage you to pursue it whole-heartedly instead.

I wish we knew more about the mechanisms that brought us here.
unhappy: (Cliff all of them but Merc and Cinder.)

[personal profile] unhappy 2020-06-23 08:33 am (UTC)(link)
We traveled to this world, there has to be someway to travel to other ones.
The memory problem is another issue though...
bratworth: (grim ♞ all i see is hypocrisy and lies)

[personal profile] bratworth 2020-06-29 08:30 am (UTC)(link)
What memory issue?
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[personal profile] unhappy 2020-07-01 08:23 am (UTC)(link)
Idk what the numbers are but it seems like half the time if people do come back, it's without memories outside of their home world.
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[personal profile] bratworth 2020-07-03 11:29 am (UTC)(link)
Oh. I must admit, I've not had much experience with people leaving and then returning, myself.

Does there appear to be any pattern to the memory loss?
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[personal profile] unhappy 2020-07-04 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
Not as far as I can tell. Just that it happens on multiple worlds. The only guarantee is home world memories. I'm thinking maybe it's a side-effect of crossing universes, like how you get side-effects from medicine. Some people do, some don't.
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[personal profile] bratworth 2020-07-07 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
That's certainly one way of looking at it. I will have to keep an eye out in case myself or any associates become affected by such a situation.

I do fear we've wandered quite far off topic. I thank you for your time.
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