relearning: (138)
ᴀɪsʜᴀ ʟᴀɴᴅᴀʀ (ᴇʟᴇᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟ ᴍᴀsᴛᴇʀ) ([personal profile] relearning) wrote in [community profile] prismatica2020-07-21 03:21 pm

text | un: greatestmagician

I guess this is more for those of us who come from worlds where there's some catastrophe or some world-ending thing happening and you're generally working to try and save your world from aforementioned catastrophe ...

I've been here for a few months now, and I kind of feel like I don't know what to do with myself. I went from having too much to do, too much to worry about, and now I'm in a position where I don't have that anymore (with the exception of the occasional weirdness that happens here, of course). I think I've read enough books that I've probably caused myself some major eye strain in the months I've been here, but otherwise I'm not exactly sure what to do with myself.

Does anyone else feel kind of like this? I think it might help me feel better to know I'm not alone in this.
triggerhappytraitor: (Daddibana)

UN: TachibanaS

[personal profile] triggerhappytraitor 2020-07-22 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
It helps to have something to work on, I think. Something you can lose yourself in so that your body and mind can finally relax.

When everything was resolved back home, there was rebuilding to do, then other projects to try and fix the things that went wrong in that time. It was the only thing that kept me moving, after there wasn't a need to fight any more.

I don't know if I'd ever be able to relax, if the Fight were still going on. It's hard enough to relax even now, 15 years later.